I
feel so hollow on the inside, like someone has removed all hope from within me and
left me with despair and bitter loneliness. The burden of weight seems so unbearable
to carry, my joints are actually aching, I feel as though I am unable to
put it down and relieve myself of it. I so wish that I could shake these
feelings off and go about my day but there is no more fight in me. I feel
tired, not the good type of tired, the tiredness you get after a hard days work
or the tiredness you feel when you have earned the right to be tired. I just
feel shattered, exhausted!
Today
feels like a good day to die! I don’t feel suicidal, it just feels like the
perfect time not to be here anymore, a time not be right here, right now and
barely existing in this bitter pitiful consuming torment that is life.
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