Saturday, 30 January 2016

Decisions, Decisions!

I remember hearing the saying that losing weight should not be the only goal, when trying to “lose weight”. 

There are so many thoughts going on in my head right now, I’m not thinking straight.

What type of diet to follow?

Should I do Weight Watchers?

Should it be Atkins, calorie counting or slimfast?

What kind of foods will I have to give up?

Can I do without sweet things? (omg!! Cake….im a sucker for angel cake)

Can I do without fruit? (yes I do eat it)

Calorie counting is boring!

Can I afford the type of diet I’m going to follow?

Can I be arsed to go to the gym?

Do I want to live out my life as a fatty?

I like to see my own toes again!

I’d like my breasts and belly to be separate! 

I always give myself extra bonus points on weight watchers!

I’d like to walk up the stairs without feeling the need to call a dam ambulance!!

Saturday, 23 January 2016

Another Day

This is supposed to be my week of change and yet again I’ve changed absolutely nothing. This was again, another day of undisciplined eating (which all tasted good btw) regret and disappointment in myself. Croissants, Pot noodles, biscuits are just some of the treats that I managed to cram into my mouth today, then I had the nerve to order in Chinese food for dinner!!

I did briefly think about the gym membership that I am paying for but not using…………………

Saturday, 16 January 2016

Good Intentions

I woke up with good intentions this morning, I was all set to start taking control (yet again) but that all soon went out the window as soon as I went into the kitchen and saw all the goodies leftover from yesterday……damn they looked so good!!! That’s right looked!!  So to cut a long story short my breakfast has consisted of: 1 small cake, 1 mini brioche 1 flapjack!!! And the rest of the day food wise went just as badly. It felt so good at the time of stuffing my face but now ……….

DAMM IT!!  I really need to get a grip of this but its too late on the day now, so you know what, ill get fit tomorrow!!

Saturday, 9 January 2016

Mad Fat Cat Woman!!

I’m going to be 41 in a few days time and with New Years just over a week ago, I took a small stock of my life and arrived at the conclusion that although I am not sure of many things. I am certain that I have become a Mad Fat Cat woman!!